Good news and bad news:

Good News: I lost 6 lbs in 3 days.
Bad News: I binged all last night and today.

I cant even write, im so upset. I vomited back up, but some of the yukky potatoe chips/blueberry muffins are still sitting there, being stubborn.

Sorry to sound so down
I love that the 6lbs are gone and i only have 11 more to lose until i reach my stgw
Its just me that i hate

Love Ali xx

Stats (with new weight)
Height: 5"0
CW: 126 lbs/ 57.5 kg
HW: 145 lbs/ 65 kg
LW: the weight i am now
STGW: 115 lbs/ 52 kg
LTGW: 95 lbs/ 43 kg

grr... magire is really pissing me off. She thinks shes the queen of the anorexics! And that its her god - given right to tell everybody what to do! Shes not intelligent, shes a dumb slut. I really cant stand her! So what if dieters are reading and commenting on proanorexia! I personally dont think there is anything wrong with that! Dieters need as much motivation as anorexics!

Sorry for the rant.

Love Ali xx

i dont specifically use this journal only for anorexia, so it really is just a journal.

Ashley Plummer is a girl who i had a punch up with around 4 months ago..... Yesterday she came up to me and was mouthing off at me, calling me a slut, and a rat and all that shit. It made me feel like crap too.... but fuck her, shes a fat whore.
Its nearly school holidays, and its getting colder and colder over here (i know its june, but i live in Australia, so its winter!) and because im not eating much, it means im even colder! grr....

I think my mums sussed out what im doing. Last night, i refused to eat my mashed potatoes and she was saying shit like" your not eating enough, you've lost sooo much weight, we need to have a serious talk, blah blah blah" I am really dreading that talk.

I am wagging school today, i was waiting at the bus stop for my school bus to come, and i just decided i didnt want to go today.... i'll probably go to the mall and buy some more laxitives cause im running low.

Love Ali xx